On the plus side, for the first time since it all started, almost 25 years ago now, I have a proactive doctor who is trying to figure out wtf is going on with my body.
The bad news is, it’s been decades of being brushed off, told it was in my head, minimal treatment I had to FIGHT for. In all that time I’ve been getting worse and worse.
Currently my white blood cell count keeps spiking into the 20’s. We can get it down, briefly, but it always spikes right back up.
I have an appointment with an oncology specialist next month.
I feel for you and all that stress. I know its hard when you got to see that doctor. I know its impossible to not think of that word, but try and ignore its existence (I know easier said than done) but unless the doctor bring it up that word is missing for you. I pray that it all works out for you. I work in a hospital I’ve seen and heard more than I’d like to in my 10year. Remember be positive try and enjoy life when and where you can.
